HOW DOES IT FEEL BEING 46?

Being 46. Boon or bane?

Oh yeah! I am turning the big four-six EXACTLY a month from today! I still could not believe i am in that mature age already. Being in this age is full of responsibility. And based on observation from other 46 year old guys out there full of stress and problems. But what's good for me is I am enjoying my life right now. The life God gave me is the life that I really wanted. God's plan for me is so good I am experiencing it right now. And I am happy with everything that's been happening with my life right now and for the years to come. I don't feel the pressure of getting older and older every year. I thought turning 45 last year was the worst? but it turned out great. Now I am leaving my 45th year and moving on my 46th year. I don't know what to expect with this new year of my life. But I have full trust and faith with God. I know he will not leave me no matter what age I may be.           

         
46. I am only four tumbling away from being 50. WOW!!! me at fifty? Only 4 measly years away? That will be 2016? I wonder how I would be? How I would look like when I am already 50 years old? will I look older? How will I think? How will I talk? How will my career will be? Will I get married? have kids? So many questions?

Its not for me to know for now. All I know for now is I am 46 years old this year 2012. What will happen four years from now when I turn 50 is all up to God. Because my future, my life, I gave it all in God's care already. I do not worry about it anymore. Thank you Lord.

         
 Thank You Lord God...for this life You gave me. I love You. And I am happy to know that You love me too.